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Daniel Buckley's avatar

Great to hear you're back to writing music!

Have you watched The Righteous Gemstones?? Super fun comedy/drama on mega-churches and the families that lead them with a super cast! (John Goodman, Danny McBride, Adam Devine)

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Alex Rugh's avatar

I also hate making videos. I don't like seeing myself. I don't like knowing that people are looking at me. I was a shy introverted kid. I spent most of my childhood in my room listening to music, writing short stories, and just being content being alone. But at some point early in high school, I decided that I didn't want to just be content being a loner. I wanted to learn to be social, to connect with people. So I took acting and improv classes. I joined community theater. I was horribly uncomfortable with it, but I started to really enjoy the camaraderie. By the time I graduated, friends and family were surprised that I wasn't going to pursue acting. But I didn't want to act. I hated acting.

Fast forward and I am a trainer and technical advisor for a specific area of my industry. At the request of my employer, I started making short educational videos (YouTube, not TikTok) to help train a broader audience. And they loved them. Everyone loves them. Except me. I just want to revert to being in the shadows. Writing my stories and listening to music.

Sorry, that was a long way for me to say I relate 😂

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